制作: abcyou 调校: abcyou 中英字合并cym 按官方字幕编译
片名: 爱到尽头
This is a diary of... 這个日記是有關於
...hate. 怨恨
And perhaps I wouldn't be writing it... 如果不是哪根筋不對
... if some devil hadn't made me stop him that night in the rain. 那晚在雨中阻止他, 也許我就不會寫下來
You want to drown, Henry? 亨利，你想要被淹死嗎?
I wanted a bit of air. 我需要點新鮮空氣
How nice to see you, Bendrix. 班德瑞克斯，你好
How Iong has it been? A year? 多久沒見了?一年了嗎?
June 1 944. 自1944年六月
As Iong as that? 從那時開始?
How's Sarah? 莎拉好嗎?
She's out and about somewhere. 她出去了
She at the cinema? 她在戲院嗎?
No, she never goes. 不，她從不去戲院
Good night, Henry. 亨利，晚安
You shouId go home before you catch your death. 你應該在沒有病發前回家
Is something wrong? 有什么不對嗎?
Let me take you home, Henry. 亨利，我帶你回家吧
Or perhaps I wouldn't be writing this... 如果我知道要恨誰
... if I had known then who I hated. 也許我不該寫
Was it Henry? Was it his wife, Sarah? 是亨利嗎? 還是他太太莎拉嗎?
Or was it some other, who was yet to be revealed to me? 還是我不知道而另有其人?
Sarah? 莎拉
See, she's out stllI. 看到了嗎?她還沒回來
Come upstairs. 上樓來
Come in. Let me get you a drink. 進來讓我幫你弄點喝的
Whiskey, thank you. 威士忌，謝謝
So what's troubllng you, Henry? 亨利，什么事困擾著你?
Sarah. 莎拉
She's out for a waIk now, Bendrix. 她出去散步了，班德瑞克斯
A waIk. 散步
Well, she aIways was a great waIker. 她向來很喜歡散步
JeaIousy's a terribIe thing. 忌妒是很可怕的
Well, you know you can trust me, Henry. 亨利，你能相信我的
You know, I went so far... 你知道，我竟然
...as to get the name of a private detective. 去打聽了一個私家偵探的名字
Do you think she's seeing someone? 她有外遇嗎?
-Of course. You think me a fooI? -No. -當然，你以為我是白痴 -亨利，不
I don't think you're a fooI. 你不是白痴
-You mean you think it's possibIe? -Of course. -你覺得有可能嗎? -當然
Sarah's human. 莎拉也是人啊
I can't sIeep. 我睡不著
I keep picking up this wretched card. 一直拿起這張爛名片
Burn it. 燒掉它
-I wish I couId. -Then go see-- Who? Savage? -希望可以 -薩維其，去看他是誰好嗎?
And sit where all the other jeaIous husbands sit? 坐在妒火中燒丈夫的席位上?
Do you think they have a waiting room... 班德瑞克斯，他們有候客室嗎
...where we see each other's faces as we pass? 那種路過就能看到對方的地方?
Why not Iet me go, Henry? 亨利，怎么不讓我去?
-You? -Yes. -你? -對
I couId pretend to be a jeaIous Iover. 我能假裝是為愛忌妒的情人
JeaIous Iovers are Iess ridicuIous than jeaIous husbands. 忌妒的情人比忌妒的丈夫好些
They're supported by the weight of llterature. 文學里都贊同這種角色
Tragic, never comic. Think of Trollus. 具悲劇性， 一點也沒有喜感想想特洛伊勒斯
I shan't Iose my amour-propre when I interview Mr. Savage. 我訪問薩維其先生時 不該丟掉我的虛榮心
It's ridicuIous. One's friend can't spy on one's wife... 真是太荒謬了. 一個人沒辦法透過朋友監視他的老婆
-...and pretend to be her Iover. -What eIse are friends for? -又叫那個朋友當她的愛人 -朋友用來干嘛的?
You're a good chap, Bendrix. All I needed was to taIk, cIear my head. 班德瑞克斯，你真不錯. 我只需要談談，理清頭緒
The name was Savage, and the address was 3 Vigo Passage. 名字叫薩維其地址是維哥路3號
Forget what I said. Doesn't make sense. I'll see a doctor. 忘記我告訴過你的話沒道理， 我去看醫生
That was the door. Sarah's home. 有人關門，莎拉進來了
It's the maid. She's been to the pictures. 是女佣，她去看電影了
No, it was Sarah's step. 不，是莎拉的腳步聲
Sarah, darllng. 莎拉，親愛的
You. Is that you? 你…是你嗎?
Been out for a waIk? 出去散步嗎?
-Yes. -It's a fllthy night. -是 -今晚天候不好
You're wet through, Sarah. You'll catch your death of coId. 莎拉，你濕透了. 有天你會感染致命的感冒
Good night. 晚安
Their marriage was conventional, like their well-appointed house. 他們的婚姻很傳統, 就像他們精致的房子
And I liked them both the first night we met... 我喜歡他們倆 我們相遇的第一個夜晚
... drinking bad South African sherry because of the war in Spain. 因為西班牙的戰爭 喝著廉價的南非雪利酒
Good evening. May I take your hat? 先生, 晚安. 要我來幫你拿帽子?
Thank you. 谢谢
Mr. Mlles is upstairs. 邁爾斯先生在樓上
Sherry, sir? 先生，雪利酒嗎?
Thank you. 謝謝
She seemed restless. 她看起來很不安
In the summer of 1 939, the whole of London was restless... 在1939年夏天,整個倫敦都很不安
... in the face of the coming storm. ...面對即將來臨的風暴
Sarah, this is our neighbour, the novellst chap. 莎拉，我們的鄰居, 一位小說家
What's a novellst doing here? 小說家在這干嘛?
-Research. -On what? -做研究 -研究什么
On your husband. 你丈夫
I'm writing a character who works for the ministry. 我想寫一位在政府部門工作的角色
I need to know his habits. What he drinks at bedtime-- 我需要知道他的習慣睡前喝什么酒
-Cocoa. -And when. -可可 -什么時候喝
EIeven o'cIock. 十一點，對嗎，莎拉?
UnIess we're entertaining. 除非我們在宴客
WouId you excuse your character? 容我失陪一下?
-The ministry needs him. -UnfortunateIy, it does. -部長要找人了 -很不幸，是的
-So tell me. -What? -告訴我 -什么事?
His secrets. 他的秘密
Henry's a good man. He has no secrets. 亨利是個好人.好人沒有秘密
I was afraid you'd say that. Goodness has so llttIe fictionaI vaIue. 我怕你這么說. 老天, 一點也沒有小說價值
What does have fictionaI vaIue? 什么才有小說價值?
-A minister of home security. -My husband's fictionaI? -部長的內務安全狀況 -你說我丈夫是虛構的?
I'm saying he couId be. In the right hands. 我是說有可能, 如果是正確的推論
Can we head away from the service for a moment? 天啊，這太危險了這里耳目眾多
Change the subject? 你是說換個話題?
-I meant fresh air actually. -Of course. -我是說新鮮空氣 -當然
-How Iong have you been married? -Is your character married? -你結婚多久了? -你的角色是已婚嗎?
Yes, he's been married happlly for 1 0 years. 是的，已婚十年而且很美滿
Henry's a perfect modeI then. We've been married 1 0 years. 亨利是個很好的榜樣. 我們已經結婚十年了
You know that happiness is even harder to write than goodness. 你知道幸福比美好更難寫
Henry prefers habit to happiness. 亨利比較喜歡習慣勝過美滿
We were discussing the house, darllng. 親愛的，我們在討論房子
Let me fllI that for you. 讓我幫你再裝一杯
-It's a IoveIy house. -My wife found it. -房子真不錯 -我太太找的
Your wife is charming. 你太太很美
-She's a great heIp to me. -Yes, I'm sure. -她幫我很多 -我想一定是
Haven't they made a picture of one of your books? 他們已經幫你的一部書拍成片子， 是嗎?
Yes, it's pIaying at the RiaIto. I'll take you both. 是的， 在里奧托上映.我帶你們倆去
I'm far too busy for pictures, I'm afraid. 恐怕太忙，沒辦法去
ShouId I note that? 我該記下來嗎?
Make sure your character's never home before 1 0. 確定你的角色十點前不會回家
-Come out, Henry. For once? -I can't, darllng. -亨利，出去走走好嗎? -親愛的，你知道我沒辦法
But you go. Take her, Bendrix. With Sarah, one has to insist. 但你可以去.班德瑞克斯，帶她去. 莎拉，我堅持
-It's not what I wrote, you know. -You can't keep saying that. -你知道這不是我寫的 -你不能一直這么說
It's true. 真的
I know. 我知道
There was one scene you did write. 但你真的寫對一件事
Describe it. 說說看
Where he offered her onions with her meaI. 他給她的餐點有洋蔥
She refused because her husband didn't llke the smell. And he got angry. 她拒絕了因為她丈夫不喜歡這種味道. 他生氣了
And why did he get angry? 他為什么生氣?
He didn't want to think of her going home to him. 他不想她跟她丈夫回家
Does Henry llke onions? 亨利喜歡洋蔥嗎?
No. 不喜歡
I'm in Iove, you know. 我戀愛了
Me too. 我也是
Susan? 蘇珊?
Come upstairs. 到樓上去
Sarah? 莎拉?
One minute, dear. 親愛的，等一下
What if he heard? 要是他聽見了怎么辦?
He wouIdn't recognize the sound. 他認不出這聲音
-Sarah, been eating onions? -Sorry, darllng. -莎拉，你吃過洋蔥嗎? -親愛的，抱歉
Bendrix, how was the picture? 班德瑞克斯，片子如何?
Up to scratch? 好看嗎?
And, of course, as she began to love me... 當然，她開始愛我…
...she learnt to deceive Henry. ...她學會欺騙亨利
So why was I upset to find that two years later... 而兩年後她又欺騙他
...she was deceiving him again? 我有什么好生氣的?
Mr. Bendrix, I assume we're discussing Mrs. Bendrix. 班德瑞克斯， 我假設我們談的是班德瑞克斯女士
Not exactIy. She's the wife of a friend of mine. 不是，她是我朋友的太太
Perhaps you and the Iady are intimate? 也許你和她很親密?
沒有
I've onIy seen her once since 1 944. 從1944年後我只見過她一次
I don't understand. You said this was a watching case. 我不懂. 這只是個監視的案子
Can't one Iove or hate as Iong as that? 一個人愛恨不能這么久嗎?
There's nothing discreditabIe about jeaIousy. 班德瑞克斯先生忌妒并不可恥
I aIways saIute it as a mark of true Iove. 我跟對真愛一樣敬重它
I've come on behaIf of the husband. He thinks she's deceiving him. 我受丈夫之托而來他認為她紅杏出牆
She has secrets. 她有秘密
Secrets. 秘密
There may be nothing in it, of course. 當然，可能也沒什么
In my experience, Mr. Bendrix, there aImost invariabIy is. 班德瑞克斯先生，據我的經驗一定是有
Shall we report to you or the husband? 我的人要跟你報告, 還是要跟她丈夫報告?
To me. He must know nothing about it. 跟我報告，不能讓他知道
A most interesting case. 真是有趣的案子
All my men use great discretion. I wllI put one on it immediateIy... 我的人都很謹慎, 我馬上派個人偵查
...and he wllI do his damnedest to put your mind at rest. 他會盡力讓你放心
Or shouId I say, the husband's? 或是我該說讓那位丈夫放心?
Good. 很好
Yes, it was good to see you. 對，很高興能見到你
Yes, how Iong has it been? Two years. As Iong as that? 對，多久了? 兩年. 兩年了?
You were aIways better at anniversaries than me. 你記性比我好
You want to meet? Well, whatever for? 你要見面嗎? 是要干嘛?
Not tomorrow, no. I've got this articIe. 明天不行，我有文章要寫
Wednesday? Let me check. 星期三? 讓我看看
WouId Thursday do? 星期四行嗎?
Good. The Park Lane HoteI at 1 ? 很好. 一點，公園路旅館好嗎?
It was odd to think that during the war... 想想，戰爭期間
... we could be so totally at peace. 我們能夠這么和平，真是奇怪
There were nights when I wished those sirens would never end. 好几個晚上我真希望那些 警報從此不會結束
Tell me again. 再告訴我一次
I Iove you. 我愛你
And I aIways wllI. 永遠愛你
I'm sorry I'm Iate. I came by tube, but it was crowded. 抱歉，我遲到了,我搭地鐵，太擠了
Well, taxi's quicker. 計程車比較快
I know. Didn't want to be quick. 我知道，我不想太快
I booked a tabIe at PaImer's. 我在帕莫麥爾訂了位子
Can't we stay here? 我們不能待在這兒?
Well, it's where we aIways used to go. 我們不是都去那兒嗎?
But, you see, I've never been back there. 你知道，我沒回去過那里
It was never your restaurant, was it? 你不喜歡那家餐廳，對嗎?
So you stllI go there? 你還去嗎?
Yeah, two or three times a week. It's convenient. 對，一星期二至三次. 很方便
Let's go. 我們走吧
-Sorry about that. -It's all right. -抱歉 -先生，沒關系
A pIeasure to see you, sir. It's been so Iong, I thought you'd forgotten us. 很高興見到你，先生 好久不見我以為你忘了我們
I was afraid you'd say that. 我怕你這么說
And you, ma'am. It's been a Iong time too. 女士，你呢. 好久不見了
Two years, AIfred. 阿佛列，兩年了
-There. -Thank you. -拿去 -謝謝
Why did you lle? 你為什么說謊?
-About my coming here? -Yes. -說我來這的事? -對
Why did you want to meet? 你為什么想要見面?
I wanted to ask you about Henry. 我要問你亨利的事
I'm worried about him. 我擔心他
How did you find him the other night? Was he strange at all? 前几天晚上你怎么找到他的, 他很奇怪嗎?
I didn't notice anything wrong. 我沒注意到有什么不對
I wanted to ask you, but I know you're very busy... 我要問你…我知道你很忙
...whether you couId Iook him up occasionally. I think he's IoneIy. 你能不能偶爾查查他一下. 他很寂寞
With you? 跟你?
You know he's never really noticed me. Not for years. 你知道他從沒真正注意我
Maybe you've given him reason. 几年來一直這樣
What reason couId I give? 也許你已經給他理由這么做
What reason did you give me? 你能給我什么理由?
None. 沒有
-Are you on a new book? -Of course. -你寫新書嗎? -當然
It's not about us? The one you threatened to write? 不是寫我們的事吧? 你威脅要寫的那部
A book takes a year to write. It's too hard work for revenge. 花一年時間寫要報復太難了
If you knew how llttIe you had to revenge. 如果你能認清報復的根本不值得
No, I'm joking. We had a good time together. 我開玩笑的 對， 我們在一起真的很愉快
We're aduIts, and we knew it had to end sometime. 都是成年人知道這早晚都得結束
And now we can Iunch and taIk about Henry. 現在我們能一起午餐談論亨利
Sorry. 抱歉
This was stupid. I really shouIdn't have called. 真是愚蠢我真的不該打電話
That cough needs attending to. 咳嗽要看醫生
It's onIy a cough. 只是咳嗽
Goodbye, Maurice. 莫里斯，再見
Your menu, sir. 先生，你的菜單
I'm sorry. You have to reallze... 抱歉，但你要知道我
...I'm jeaIous of everything that moves. I'm jeaIous of the rain. 忌妒每個會動的東西, 我忌妒雨
How can you be jeaIous of the rain? 你怎么能忌妒雨?
Where did you get it? 你這疤痕哪兒來的?
Spain. That was my war, I'm afraid. 西班牙. 我想這次是我的戰役
It finished me off for this one. 這讓我提早退役
You were shot. How romantic. 你受槍傷，真浪漫
Not really. They put a pin inside me. 也不見得我的身體內有根固定針
I wondered about the llmp. CouId I grow to Iove it? 我在想是否和跛足有關 而我能逐漸喜歡它嗎?
And have you? 你有嗎?
I have never, ever Ioved anyone as much as you. 我只愛你一個
Yes? 怎樣?
Mr. Parkis to see you, sir. 先生，帕金斯先生要見你
Show him in. 請他進來
This way, pIease. 這邊請
I'll be with you in a minute, Mr...? 我馬上過來，你是
The name's Parkis. 帕金斯
Mr. Savage's man. 薩維其先生的手下
Sit down. Take a cigarette. 請坐，抽根煙
No, not on duty, sir. UnIess for purposes of conceaIment. 不了，先生值勤時我不抽煙， 當然，除非是為了做掩飾
But you're not on duty now. 但你現在沒有值勤
Well, in a manner of speaking, yes, sir. 某種程度而言我在值勤
I've been relleved for haIf an hour whlle I make my report. 我出來半個小時做報告
So there's something to report? 有事要報告嗎?
It's not quite a bIank sheet, sir. 不會什么都沒有,先生
Have we met somewhere before? 我們是否在哪見過?
I don't think so. 应该没有
Like I say, sir, it's not quite a bIank sheet. 就像我說的，先生, 不是完全沒有進展
But then it never is. 否則就什么都沒有
Me and my boy, we followed-- 我和我的小子我們跟蹤…
Your boy? 你的小子?
My son, sir. 我兒子
I'm teaching him the business. 我教他生意怎么做
I mean, a boy can be usefuI in all sorts of ways. 小孩很好用
On the day in question, the party went by tube to PiccadllIy... 目標當天搭地鐵到畢卡帝利
...and proceeded to the Park Lane HoteI. 再轉站到公園路旅館
She seemed quite agitated. 她好像很興奮
She met a gentIeman with whom she was obviousIy quite cIose... 跟個好像她很親密的人見面
...since they greeted each other with an affectionate Iack of ceremony. 因為他們打招呼的方式很熱情
And at one point... 從那點判斷...
...aIthough I cannot be certain, heId hands aIong the bar. 雖然我不太敢斷定他們牽手進去酒吧
They heId hands? 他們牽手?
Yes, sir. The gentIeman pushed the Iady's gIass towards her... 是的, 那位先生把女士的杯子推給她
...and the hand sort of stayed there for some time, sir... 然後...手留在那兒,
... which indicates a squeeze of that nature. 好像透露了一些線索
And after a short conversation, they proceeded to a restaurant called... 聊了一下子他們便前往餐廳
...PaImer's, which was difficuIt to gain access to, with the boy and all. 叫做...帕麥爾餐聽, 而我和我的小子很難接近
I observed them through the window. 但我透過窗戶觀察他們
And after a while, the lady left... 過了一會兒女士離開了
... labouring, it seemed to me, under great emotion. 看起來像是… 很痛苦, 情緒很激動
Great emotion. You're sure of that? 情緒激動? 你確定
Without doubt, sir. 絕對是
Then I followed her down Charing Cross Road to Maiden Lane... 然後我跟蹤她到斯特蘭德街處女街...
... where she turned into a church for what I presume was a good cry. 她進了教堂我只能假設她去放聲大哭
-She's not a Roman, is she, sir? -No. -她不是羅馬人吧? -不是
Thought not. She didn't kneel, sir, but sat. 我想也不是, 她沒跪下，而是坐著
And from the angIe of her face, I couId tell tears were an issue. 從看到她臉的角度我看得出來她流淚了
Forgive the personaI touch. 原諒我個人的情緒
Of course. 當然
You see, I llke the Iady, the party in question. 我喜歡這位女士我們的目標
As did I, but you were wrong about the hands. 跟我一樣但你對手的部份看錯了
The hands, sir? 手的部份?
We never so much as touched hands. 我們手不會觸碰這么多
Oh, dear. 老天
I've made a fooI of myseIf. 我真的沒想到
Well, Sarah has that effect. Mr. Savage shouId've introduced us. 莎拉有這種魅力, 薩維其先生該介紹我們
Oh, no, sir. 先生，不
It was up to me. 這都怪我
Well, it's not serious. 沒有這么嚴重
If you Iook at it from the outside, it's quite funny. 如果你從外面看真的很好玩
But I'm on the inside, sir. 但我在里面
It's not Mr. Savage I'm worried about so much. It's my boy, sir. 我擔心的不是薩維其先生 而是我的兒子
When I tell him you're the husband.... 當我告訴他你是她丈夫
But you're wrong. 但你錯了
I'm acting on the husband's behaIf. 我是受了她丈夫之托
So you've requested an investigation of yourseIf? 所以你被要求調查你自己?
It's an interesting paradox. 真矛盾
Who's the wronged party then? 恕我直言那誰會是調查目標?
Pardon me, sir. 先生，對不起?
I am sIow in such matters. 我對這種事很遲鈍
You've both been suppIanted in that Iady's affections by-- 你和她丈夫都被排擠?
Another? 第三者?
Try to think of it the way I do, Mr. Parkis. 好好想想我思考的方式， 帕金斯先生
JeaIousy can onIy exist with desire. JeaIousy can onIy exist with desire.
You are on a hunt for desire. 你獵尋欲望
Just regard yourseIf as its servant. 把你自己當作仆人
Of course, sir. That's my job. 當然, 這是我的工作
Thank you. 謝謝
The vicarious Iover, Parkis. 帕金斯，委托的情人
-Good night, sir. -Good night. -先生,晚安 -晚安
I wondered how much of her he could reclaim for me. 我不知他還能報告我她多少事
For a moment, I wished I was him... 有時候，我希望我是他
...shining his searchlight around her world. 在她的世界中打著探照燈
I am a jealous man. 我是個善妒的男人
-I'm jeaIous of this stocking. -Why? -我忌妒這襪子 -為什么?
Because it does what I can't. 因為我沒辦法這么做
Kisses your whoIe Ieg. 它吻你整只腿
And I'm jeaIous of this button. 我忌妒這個鈕扣
Poor, innocent button. 可憐，無辜的鈕扣
It's not innocent at all. 一點也不無辜
It's with you all day. I'm not. 跟你整天在一起而我卻不能
I suppose you're jeaIous of my shoes. 你也忌妒我鞋子
Why? 為什么?
Because they'll take you away from me. 因為它們把你從我身邊帶走
I measured love by the extent of my jealousy. 我用忌妒的程度衡量我的愛
And as my jealousy was infinite... 而我的忌妒無限
Anyone who Ioves is jeaIous. 任何陷入愛情的人都忌妒
...my love should be infinite too. 我的愛也無限
I hate you being unhappy. 我討厭你不開心
-I don't mind what makes you happy. -If I sIept with someone eIse? -能讓你開心的事我都不介意 -如果我跟別人睡覺?
That's neither here nor there. I want you to be happy. 這與此事無關我要你快樂， 就是這樣
Maybe you'd want to do the same. 也許你要個你也能這么做的藉口
-I never wouId. -But you do. -我不會 -但你做了
-Do what? -SIeep with someone eIse. -做什么? -跟別人睡
You mean Henry? How can anyone be jeaIous of Henry? 你是指亨利? 怎么有人能忌妒亨利?
He has you. I don't. 他擁有你，我沒有
We inhabit the same house, that's all. You know that. 我們住在同一屋檐下，就這樣
I'm the shadow he waIks around. 你很清楚我只是他的影子
And I Iove you. 但我愛你
I'd rather see you dead than with another man. 我寧愿死或看你死 也不愿看你和別的男人在一起
I wllI never, ever be with another man! 我不會跟別的男人在一起
You may see me dead, but I wllI never be with another man. 你也許會看我死 但我絕不會和別的男人在一起
We shouId go to the sheIter. 我們該去防空洞
If a bomb hit, think of what wouIdn't happen. 如果炸彈炸到我們 想想什么事不會發生
You wouIdn't waIk back to Henry. I'd never imagine another Iover. 你不會回到亨利身邊. 我不會想另一個情人
-My jeaIousy wouId end. -WouId that make you happy? -我的忌妒會結束 -這會讓你快樂嗎?
Do you belleve me now? 你現在相信我了嗎?
But, sadly, I didn't believe her. 但可悲地，我不相信她
There was a devil in my mind that would never let me. 我心中有個惡魔讓我從不相信她
And now I had Parkis' boy playing the devil's game. 現在我有帕金斯的小孩玩惡魔的游戲
My boy managed to gain access, sir. RemarkabIy usefuI, he can be. 我的兒子已設法接近了目標. 他非常有用
I call that Exhibit A. 我稱作証物”A
They say a promise is forever, but I don't know if I can keep this one. 他們說承諾就是永遠, 但我不知道這承諾是不是永遠
He killed me with jealousy. You're killing me with love. 他用忌妒殺死我,你用愛殺死我
So he's got the scent too, Parkis. 帕金斯也有氣味
-What scent? -The scent of Iove. -什么氣味? -愛的氣味
StaIking it llke a retriever. 像只獵狗一樣偷偷跟蹤
Well, he's remarkabIy persistent, sir. 他非常有毅力
He observed the party in question in a state of partiaI undress... 他觀察目標只剩局部內衣
...with an unidentified maIe. 跟個不知名的男子
-Where? -In the bedroom, sir. -在哪里? -臥室
The maIe party cIosed the door, and my boy made his exit. 男的關起門我兒子出來
The impllcation, and I think you wouId agree, is that intimacy was... 我想你會同意我的想法這暗示…
...imminent. 他們即將發生親密關系
Indeed. Who is he? 的確是，他是誰?
Here is where our progress was made. 這里就是現場
My boy gIanced at the appointment book in the front hallway. 當我兒子離開時 他看了一下前廊的記事簿
The party in question had a dental appointment at 3.:30 the following day. 目標在隔天三點半約了牙醫
And in fact, she visited, at 3.:30, a premises on 65 Cedar Road... 事實上，三點半,她去了細達路65號
... where no dentist's sign was in evidence. 而那里根本沒有牙醫
A Mr. Smythe owns the premises, sir. 房子的主人是位史密斯先生
Smythe. With a ''Y''? 中間是”Y”的史密斯?
Yes, sir. S-M-Y-T-H-E. 是的，SMYTHE
Though we have no evidence of intimacy... 雖然沒有親密的証據
...the impllcation is cIearIy there. 但這暗示的很明顯
Well, how is it there? 那兒如何?
The fictitious dentaI appointment. 為何會有假的牙醫約診時間?
Exhibit B. 証物”B
My boy took that. 我兒子拍的
And the party in question emerged two hours later. 目標二小時後出現
Passage of time being ampIy sufficient for intimacy to have taken pIace. 根據停留的時間 足夠判定發生過親密關系
The courts generally demand at Ieast an hour, sir. 法院至少要求一小時
My boy wouId have photographed her re-emergence... 我兒子本來能提供她再次出現的相片
...but for the unfortunate occurrence of him falling asIeep. 但很不幸的,他睡著了
Luckily, sir, the party in question mistook him for an abandoned urchin... 但很幸運的,目標誤把他當作流浪兒童
...and led him to the tube station. 搖醒他帶他到最近的地鐵站
So the time of re-emergence is definitely established... 所以出現的時間絕對成立
...as was an acquaintance, which may have its uses in the future. 以後可以當成証據
ShouId I confront him llke an injured husband? 我該走進去像個受傷的丈夫面對他嗎?
I'm against it, sir. It compllcates things in the courts. 我反對法庭上會使得事情更復雜
This wllI never reach court. 不會上法庭
-An amicabIe settIement. -There's Iack of interest. -友善的安撫. -沒有興趣
One can hardIy make a fuss about a man called Smythe. 對個叫史密斯的人沒什么值得大驚小怪
I'd just llke to see him, that's all. 我只是想見見他如此而已
Perhaps Lance can obllge us next time with a frontaI. 也許下次藍斯可以安排我們不期而遇
-Lance? -My boy. -藍斯? -我兒子
Called after LanceIot. The Round TabIe. 根據圓桌武士藍斯洛而命名
He found the HoIy Grall. 他找到聖杯
That was GaIahad. LanceIot was found in bed with Guinevere. 那是葛列漢，藍斯洛被發現跟歸娜薇私通
I hadn't heard. 我沒聽過
I have to say, sir, I wouId advise against it. 我必須要說我會建議不要如此
I'd just llke to see what a man called Smythe Iooks llke. 我想見見史密斯長得如何
WllI you Iend me your boy? 能借我你兒子嗎?
If you'll assure me there'll be nothing unpIeasant. 如果你能保証不會有什么不愉快
Well, Sarah isn't there. This scene wllI have a universaI certificate. 莎拉不在那,這地方有聯合保証
Come with me, young LanceIot. 小藍斯洛，跟我來
Go on, Lance. 去，藍斯
No need to worry. 不需要擔心
You're feellng llI, remember? 現在，你病了記住了嗎?
How llI, sir? 要有多嚴重?
llI enough to faint. Can you act that? 病到足以昏倒, 假裝得了嗎?
If I hoId my breath, I can go paIe. 如果我憋氣整張臉都會蒼白
Good. 很好
Excuse me, but does a Dr. Wllson llve here? 對不起, 威爾森醫生住這嗎?
I'm afraid he doesn't. 他不住這
I was given this address, and my boy's quite llI. 這是別人告訴我的住址, 我兒子病很重
-You all right? -Come in. -你還好嗎? -你最好進來
WouId you mind? I'm sorry. He needs to sit down, perhaps. 你介意嗎? 抱歉, 他非常需要坐一下
Thank you. 謝謝
Can I fetch him a gIass of water? 我能幫他倒杯水嗎?
That's very kind. 你真好
Or some orange squash? 還是要柳橙汁?
Water wllI be fine. 水就行了
Orange squash, pIease. 麻煩給我柳橙汁
Say thank you, Arthur. 亞瑟，說謝謝
Is his name Arthur? 他叫亞瑟?
Yes, Arthur James. His mother was fond of Tennyson. 是，亞瑟詹姆士, 他母親很喜歡詩人但尼生
Is she...? 她...
Yes, yes. Four years now. 是的，已經四年了
He must be a great comfort to you. 他一定是你最大的安慰
And anxiety. 還有擔心
I ought to introduce myseIf. 我該自我介紹
-Bridges. -My name is Smythe. -布里吉 -我叫史密斯
With a ''Y''? 中間是”Y”嗎?
This is my brother, Richard. This is Mr. Bridges. 是的，這是我哥哥理查, 這是布里吉先生
His boy isn't feellng well. 他兒子不太舒服
I was given this address for a Dr. Wllson. 別人給我這個住址來找威爾森醫師
There's no such doctor here. 這里沒這個人
I've seen your boy before. 我見過你的兒子
Maybe on the common. 也許是大眾臉
What was the reaI purpose of your visit? 你來訪的真正目的是什么?
I toId you, a doctor. 我說了，來找醫生
No, you're not llI, are you, boy? 不，你沒生病吧，小子?
PeopIe sometimes come to me and can't expIain why. 人們有時候來我這而說不出原因
But if there is a reason.... 但要是有原因...
-My brother often deaIs with-- -Hush, Susan. -我哥常常處理 -安靜，蘇珊
They must ask themseIves. 他們一定得問自己
I recognize your boy. But you.... 我認得出你兒子 但你…
Who recommended you? 誰建議你來?
We have a friend in common. 我們有位相同的朋友
Sarah Mlles. 莎拉邁爾斯
And your name is? 尊姓大名是?
Bendrix. 班德瑞克斯
I know all about you. 久仰大名
I'm sure you do. 我想也是
But you must enllghten me. Aren't you bound by vows of chastity? 但你得提示我, 你不是正在禁欲苦修?
Oh, my dear. 哦, 亲爱的
Go, pIease. 請你走
WouId you just go? 請你走好嗎?
Come aIong, LanceIot. 來，藍斯洛
Poor Sarah. She had committed nothing but love... 可憐的莎拉她只是付出愛
...and here were Parkis and his boy watching her every move. 而帕金斯和他兒子卻監視她一舉一動
I would've called the spies off... 我要取消監視
...had the devil not tugged at my elbow once more. 別再受惡魔作祟影響
StllI in the rain? 還在雨中?
WaIking, Bendrix. Doctor recommends it. 班德瑞克斯，散步醫生的建議
Well, waIk with me. 跟我散步
I recommend a drink. 我建議喝一杯
How's Sarah? 莎拉好嗎?
Pretty well. 非常好
Did you ever consuIt that private detective? 你跟私家偵探談過?
I hoped you'd forgotten that. 我希望你忘記
I was overworked. I had RoyaI Commission brewing. 我工作過度. 我有皇室工作要進行
Don't worry, Henry. I did it for you. 亨利，別擔心，我替你做了
You had no right. 你沒有權力
-I'm paying all the charges. -It's infernaI cheek. -付錢的人是我 -真是令人憎恨的面孔
Here's the report, Henry. 亨利，這是報告
His name is Smythe with a ''Y.'' 他名叫史密斯，中間是”Y
You've been properIy Ied up the garden path. 亨利，你可能被引導到花園小徑
Let me pass. 你要讓我過嗎?
You don't want them? Photographs, names, Iove Ietters? 你不要嗎? 照片，名字，情書?
Now wllI you Iet me go? 現在你能讓我走了嗎?
I can aIways get you a carbon copy. 我能幫你弄到副本
Strange how much dignity there can be in a hat. 真奇怪帽子裝有多少尊嚴?
Without it, he seemed one of the anonymous. The dispossessed. 沒有它，他看起來像個無名小卒, 無依無靠
I had pitied myself for so long, it was... 我可憐自己很久了
... odd to pity him. 要可憐他好像有點奇怪
I'm sorry, Henry. 亨利，抱歉
Sit down. 坐下吧
Were you two Iovers, Bendrix? 班德瑞克斯，你們倆是情人嗎
It's the onIy expIanation. 這是唯一的解釋
The onIy excuse too. 也是唯一的藉口
Can't you see that what you've done is monstrous? 你不了解你的所作所為令人毛骨悚然?
You must think me a fooI not to have guessed. 你一定認為我是傻瓜猜不到
Why didn't she Ieave me? 她何不離開我?
Because you're a habit she's formed. 因為她習慣有你
You're her security. 你是她的保障
Why did she Ieave you? 她為何離開你?
I became a bore llke you. 我變得跟你一樣無聊了
But I wasn't born one. You created me. 但我并非是無聊的人, 你創造了我
She wouIdn't Ieave you, so I bored her with my jeaIousy. 她不會離開你 我用忌妒讓她覺得很無聊
You can't be jeaIous of me. 你不能忌妒我
Well, you won, in a way. 某種程度來說，你贏了
We had come to the end of Iove. 我們得結束愛情
She'd onIy make Iove with me... 她只跟我做愛，但是
...but she couId shop and cook and fall asIeep with you. 她能跟你購物、下廚、睡覺
She's stllI very fond of you. 她還是很喜歡你
One isn't satisfied with fondness. 光是喜歡不能滿足我
-I was. -Yes, and that made you her pimp. -但我可以 -這讓你成為她的皮條客
A husband who knows where his sllppers are but never notices his wife. 無聊的丈夫知道他自己的拖鞋在哪, 卻不曾注意他老婆一眼
But you weren't the onIy pimp. 但亨利你不是唯一的皮條客
The war was the greatest pimp of all. 戰爭才是最大的皮條客
And the V-1 s never affected us... 而戰爭絕對不會影響我們
...untll the act of Iove was over. 除非我們的愛結束
So what wllI you do when it ends? 結束時，你打算怎么做?
It won't end, I toId you. 我告訴你，不會結束
I meant the war. 我指的是戰爭
It's the onIy certain thing. 那是唯一可以肯定的事
What do you mean? 什么意思?
That allows me to see you. 讓我能見你
You think Iove ends when you don't see me? 你以為你不見我時, 愛就結束了嗎?
To be is to be perceived. 未來就是等著被發覺
Do I exist when you're with Henry? 當你跟亨利在一起時 我還存在你心中嗎?
Yes. 有
Isn't that why you stay with Henry? Because you know this wllI end? 這就是你留在亨利身邊的原因? 因為你知道這會結束?
No. 不是
-Let's go to the basement. -My IandIady's there. -我們該到地下室去 -我的女房東可能在那
-Does it matter? -To her. -有關系嗎? -也許對她有關
-It's cIose, Maurice. -I'll check. -莫利斯，炮彈打的很近了 -我去看看
-Let me go with you. -I'll be one second. -我跟你去 -我馬上回來
Nobody's there. It's cIear. 沒人在，空無一人
I never heard the bang. 我沒聽見巨響
I awoke after five minutes or five seconds... 五分鐘後我醒來, 或是五秒鐘
... to a changed world. 世界整個不同了
For a moment, I was free of feeling... 當下我沒有任何情感束縛
... love, hate, jealousy. 愛、恨、忌妒
And it all felt like happiness. 都像幸福的感覺一樣
Oh, my God. 老天
You're allve? 你還活著?
You sound disappointed. 你聽起來很失望
You're hurt. 你受傷了
I just cut myseIf, that's all. 我割傷自己，如此而已
What were you doing on the fIoor? 你在地上干嘛?
Praying. 禱告
To what? 向什么禱告?
To anything that might exist. 任何存在的東西
It'd have been more practicaI to have come downstairs. 下樓來比較實際點
I did. 我有
Well, why didn't you wake me? 你為何沒叫醒我?
I tried. 我試過了
You didn't move. 但你一動也不動
I don't understand. 我不明白
I knew for certain you were dead. 我以為你死了
There wasn't much to pray for then, was there? 沒有什么可以禱告的吧?
A miracIe. 奇跡
And we don't belleve in those. 我們不相信奇跡
No. 不相信
And that siren means you go. 警報是要你離開
Yes. 對
PIease don't. 别动
I have to. Henry wllI-- 我一定得走，亨利會
Forget Henry. 忘了亨利
You don't understand. You were gone. 你不明白，你走了
Now I'm back. 現在我回來了
I'm sorry to disappoint you, Sarah. 莎拉，很抱歉讓你失望但是…
Love doesn't end... 愛不會因為
...just because we don't see each other. 我們見不著雙方而結束
Doesn't it? 是嗎
PeopIe go on Ioving God, don't they? 人們還是繼續愛著上帝吧?
All their llves, without seeing Him. 一輩子沒見過他也還愛
That's not my kind of Iove. 這不是我要的愛
Maybe there's no other kind. 也許沒有其他種類
So I was a disappointment in the end. 所以最後我只是讓人失望
I llved. And that was the end of the affair... 我活下來了. 我和她之間本來已經結束了
...untll I met you with that detective's card in your hand. 直到我見到你手中偵探的名片
I wondered why we hadn't seen you. 我想知道為何我們很久沒見到你
You shouId go home, Henry. You'll catch your death. 亨利， 你該回家不然你會感冒致死
I'm sorry. 抱歉
It was quite easy, sir. There was such a crush. 那真是容易，先生 很好玩
Mrs. Miles thought I was from the ministry. 邁爾斯女士以為 我是他部門的一位朋友
Mr. Miles thought I was one of her friends. 邁爾斯先生以為我是她的朋友
I knew the way to her room from my boy. 我從我兒子那得知到她房間的路
Anybody would've stopped me, I would've been looking for the toilet. 任何人要阻止我我就說是找廁所
Of course, nobody did. 當然，沒人阻止
Did you think it was a good cocktail party? 你覺得那是個好的雞尾酒會?
Highly successful, I would say, sir. 非常成功
But Mrs. Miles looked a bit out of sorts. 邁爾斯女士看來有點不舒服
I refer to this... 我把這當作
...as Exhibit D. 証物”D”
Did you Iook at it? 你看了嗎?
I ascertained its nature, sir. 我相信這很自然
I judged she wasn't the cautious type. 從某方面判斷她并不謹慎
So happy. M returns today. 很高興他今天回來了
My experience of diaries is, they aIways give things away, sir. 據我的經驗日記常泄漏一個人的秘密
PeopIe invent their llttIe codes. You see through them. 人們發明自己的小密碼 你很快就能明白
I woke up and the sun was shining. 我起床，陽光普照
This covers severaI years. 這里面記載了好几年
I hope you're satisfied, sir. 我希望你很滿意
Life was going to be happy again, but last night I dreamt-- 又開始幸福的生活但昨晚我夢到…
I think this may well cIose our account, Parkis. 帕金斯，我想我們可以結案了
I had a feellng it might, sir. 對，我也這么覺得
I have enjoyed our association, sir... 我很喜歡我們的合作關系
...if one can taIk of enjoying under the sad circumstances. 如果還能在不好的狀況下 談論快樂的事情
As have I. 我也這樣覺得
So I hope you wouIdn't resent a memento, sir. 我希望你不討厭紀念品
There's quite a history with that. Do you remember the BoIton case? 這很有歷史價值, 你記得波爾頓的案子?
I can't say I do. 不太記得
It caused quite a stir at the time, sir. 當時非常轟動
Lady BoIton, her maid and the man, all discovered together. 波爾頓女士她的佣人, 還有個男的一起全被發現
That ashtray stood beside the bed, sir. 床邊有個煙灰缸
On the Iady's side. 在女士旁邊
I shall treasure it, Parkis. 帕金斯，我該好好珍惜
If ashtrays couId speak, sir. 要是煙灰缸會說話的話
Indeed. 的確
I'll call Iater to make sure there were no Ioose ends. 也許我該等會兒再打來 先確定沒有証據遺漏
Thank you, Parkis. 帕金斯，謝謝你
-Good night, sir. -Good night. -先生,晚安 -晚安
Sometimes I get tired of trying to convince him that I love him... ”替代情人”莫利斯班德瑞克斯著 有時候我厭倦了要說服他我愛他
...and shall love him forever. 而且永遠愛他
He pounces on my words like a barrister and twists them. 他像個辯護律師一樣攻擊 而且扭曲我的話
So what will you do when it ends? 結束的時候你打算怎么做?
You think Iove ends when you don't see me? 你以為你見不到我愛就結束了嗎?
To be is to be perceived. 要體驗過才知道
Do I exist when you're with Henry? 你和亨利在一起時我還存在心中你嗎?
Yes. 是.
Isn't that why you stay with Henry? Because you know this wllI end? 這不就是你們在一起的原因? 因為你知道這會結束?
No. 不
-Let's go to the basement. -My IandIady's there. -我們該去地下室 -我的女房東也許在那兒
-Does it matter? -To her. 有關系嗎?也許對她而言有關系
-It's cIose, Maurice. -I'll check. -莫利斯，炮彈打的很近了 -我去看看
-Let me go with you. -I'll be one second. -我跟你去 -馬上就回來
Nobody's there. It's cIear. 沒人，什么都沒有
Oh, God. Oh, God, don't take him. 神啊! 神啊! 別帶他走
Oh, God, don't take him. 神啊! 別帶他走
But You had. 但你已經將他帶走了
Whatever was him was gone. You'd taken it. 他已經死了, 你將他帶走了
I'd never believed in prayer. 我從不相信禱告
Oh, God, pIease bring him back. Let him llve. 上帝，請把他帶回來 讓他活下去
I don't belleve in You, but pIease Iet him llve. 我不相信你, 但請你讓他活下去
Dear God, pIease. 上帝，求求你
Dear God, pIease, Iet him llve. 上帝，求求你，讓他活下去
PIease bring him back. 請把他帶回來
PIease don't take him. 別帶走他
I'll give him up forever. OnIy, pIease Iet him be allve. 我會永遠放棄他. 拜托， 讓他活過來
Let him llve... 讓他活，
...and I promise I'll never see him again. 我保証我不會再見他了
Oh, my God. 老天!
You're allve? 你還活著?
You sound disappointed. 你聽起來很失望
But if he was alive... 如果他活著，
...now I was dead. 那我便如同死了
What were you doing on the fIoor? 你在地板上干嘛?
Praying. 禱告
To what? 對什么禱告?
To anything that might exist. 任何存在的東西
How could I explain to him what made no sense to me? 我怎么跟他解釋這些不合邏輯的事?
You didn't move. 你沒動
I knew for certain you were dead. 我以為你死了
There wasn't much to pray for then? 那也沒啥好禱告的，不是嗎?
A miracIe. 奇跡
And we don't belleve in that. 但我們不相信奇跡
No. 不.
And that siren means you go. 警報聲意味著要你離開
Yes. 對
And I knew that nothing in this world would make sense to me again. 世界上已經沒有什么對我有意義了
Sorry to disappoint you. 抱歉讓你失望
Love doesn't end... 愛不會因為我們
...just because we don't see each other. 見不著面就結束
Doesn't it? 對嗎
PeopIe go on Ioving God, don't they? 人們還是愛著上帝，不是嗎?
All their llves, without seeing Him. 雖然他們一輩子也沒見過他
That's not my kind of Iove. 那不是我這種愛
Maybe there's no other kind. 或許也沒有別種
I can't be held to that promise. 我沒辦法為那種承諾負責
But something told me I would be. 但有東西告訴我我必須負責
I had tempted fate, and fate had accepted. 我挑戰了命運, 命運接受了
So I was in the desert now, the desert without him. 我現在, 在沒有他的荒漠里
I started a tour with Henry. 我開始跟亨利旅行
Civil defence in southern England. 到南英格蘭的民間防衛組織
Henry and I sleeping side by side like figures on tombs. 亨利和我就如同墓中睡在一起的尸體
In the new reinforced shelter at Bigwell-on-Sea... 在比威爾海邊新強化的防空洞里
... the chief warden kissed me. 一位執勤員親我
I allowed him to but felt nothing. 我讓他這么做但什么感覺也沒有
I'm beginning to believe in You, God. And maybe that's how You work. 上帝，我開始相信你, 也許這就是你的神跡
You empty me of love, then fill that emptiness. 你掏空我的愛再用空虛填滿
They're recommending me for an OBE. 他們推荐我當OBE
-What's that? -A step beIow a CBE. -那是什么? -英國司令官下面的職位
When I retire, I'll probabIy be a KBE. 當我退休時我將會是英國騎士司令官
It's confusing. CouIdn't they stick to the same Ietters? 真讓人困惑他們不能只用一個名稱嗎?
WouIdn't you llke to be Lady Mlles? 你不想當邁爾斯夫人嗎?
This was the British people's finest day.: 這是英國人最棒的一天
V-E Day, the end of the German war. 勝利榮歸日德國戰爭結束了
A man we have seen before looked down from a balcony in Whitehall. 一個似曾相識的人從白廳的陽台往下看
The whole of London seemed happy because there was peace... 整個倫敦都很開心因為和平
...and there were no more bombs. 再也沒有炸彈
But I'm not sure I liked the peace. 但我不確定我喜歡和平
I walked his walks... 我追隨他的腳步
... tried to think where he'd be. 想他會在哪
Then I gave up. 然後我放棄了
I thought that now the world is at peace... 我想，現在世界和平
...maybe I should have some. 也許我該有些和平
I told him it all. 我告訴他一切
And whoever heard my promise must have heard it too... 聽過我誓言的人也一定聽過
...and must have known it already... 也一定知道
...since God knows everything. 既然上帝無所不知
How cruel that knowledge seemed. 知識似乎真的很殘忍
It knew what I would say before I made that promise. 我發誓前, 就知道我會發誓
Knew it would keep me to it. 知道我會遵守
Knew me the way his hands knew me. 非常清楚
Sarah, darllng. 親愛的，莎拉
You. 是你
Knew I would meet him on the stairs. 知道我在樓梯間會見到他
It's a fllthy night. 今晚天候真惡劣
You're wet through, Sarah. One day you'll catch your death of coId. 你濕透了有天你會感冒而死
Good night. 晚安
Knew he would hate me. 知道他會恨我
-Wednesday. -Wednesday. Let me check. -星期三 -星期三，讓我看看
-Would Thursday do? -Thursday then. -星期四可以嗎? -那就星期四
The Park Lane Hotel at 1 ? 一點，公園路旅館
I took my time. I didn't want to be early. 我慢慢來，不想太早到
Why did you want to meet? 你為何想要見面?
I wanted to tell you I'd been dead for the last two years. 我要告訴你過去兩年我死過
I can't be without you any longer. 再也不能沒有你
But, of course, I didn't. 當然，我沒有
He's never really noticed me. Not for years. 他從沒真正注意過我好几年了
Maybe you've given him reason. 也許你給他理由這么做
What reason couId I give? 我能給他什么理由?
What reason did you give me? 你給我什么理由?
None. 沒有
-Are you on a new book? -Of course. -你寫新書嗎? -沒錯
It's not about us? The one you threatened to write? 不是寫我們吧? 你威脅要寫的那本
A book takes a year to write. 花一年的時間寫
It's too hard work for revenge. 要報復太難了
If you knew how llttIe you had to revenge. 如果你知道報復有多么不值得
No, I'm joking. We had a good time together. 不，我開玩笑的 我們在一起很惬意
We're aduIts, and we knew it had to end sometime. 我是說，我們已經是成年人, 終有結束的時候
And now we can Iunch and taIk about Henry. 而且現在我們還能一起午餐談談亨利
In the old days, he would have followed. 以前的話，他會跟來
We would have made up... 我們會和好
... or made love. 或是做愛
I said to God, as I might have said to my father.: 我對上帝說就像我跟我父親說
''Dear God, I'm tired. 親愛的上帝，我疲倦了，
I'm tired of being without him. 厭倦沒有他的時候，
And it's all because of You. '' 都是因為你，
Dr. Gilbert's appointment. I'd almost forgotten. 吉柏特醫生約診我几乎忘記了
He asked me how I felt. 他問我感覺如何
I said I felt nothing. 我說我什么感覺都沒有
There was a stone where my heart should be. 我的心早就跟石頭一樣
I need heIp, father. 神父，我需要幫肋
God granted us free wllI. 莎拉，上帝賜給我們自由意志
Good. So it's settIed. I'm Ieaving my husband. 很好，都好了我要離開我丈夫
You can't. 你不能
Why can't I? I'm a whore and a llar. 為何不能? 我是個妓女、騙子
I'm asking Henry for a divorce. 我要求亨利離婚
You can't, because you're good. 因為你很好所以你不能這么做
Better than any person I know. 比我認識的任何人都好
You're wrong, father. And you don't know me. 神父，你錯了你不了解我
I found a small boy sleeping on the steps... 我發現一個小孩睡在樓梯上
... with a birthmark covering his face... 臉上有胎記
...and wondered what kind of God would give a child that. 懷疑到底是什么神明讓那小孩變成那樣
Are you Iost? 你迷路了嗎?
It's all right. It's all right. 沒關系，沒關系
Where do you llve then? 你住哪兒?
-You'll be all right now? -Yes, ma'am. -你不會有事吧? -不會，女士
I kissed his cheek and wished I could wash it away. 我親吻他臉頰希望能消除胎記
And suddenly, I felt happy again. I could free myself of this. 突然我又感覺很快樂, 我能解放自己，讓自己自由
I... 我要
...am leaving you. 離開你
For the last... 過去
... five years... 五年來
...I have been in love... 我還是深愛著
... with Maurice. 莫利斯
I Iove you. 我愛你
Know that. 你知道嗎?
Why now, Henry? 亨利，為什么現在說?
Why do you say that now? 為何你現在才說?
I had a drink with Bendrix. 我跟班德瑞克斯喝過酒
A horribIe drink. 真是可怕
I can't do without you. 我不能沒有你
''Oh, yes, you can, '' I thought. 你可以
''You changed your newspaper once, and you soon got used to it. '' 你改變過你的報紙一次, 你也很快就習慣
What's wrong, Henry? 亨利，怎么了?
Did Bendrix upset you in some way? 班德瑞克斯讓你不開心?
I know I haven't been much of a husband to you. 親愛的我知道我不是個好丈夫
We are good friends. 我們是好朋友
You can do without a friend. 你可以沒有朋友
Don't Ieave me, Sarah. 莎拉，別離開我
Stick it out a few more years. 再和我多相處几年
I'll try. 我會試
I promise. 我保証
Is this coincidence, I wondered? 我懷疑是巧合嗎?
Or the way life happens? 還是生命都是這樣?
And if this is life, am I stuck with it? 如果這就是生命我要認命嗎?
But whatever it is, I can't fight it anymore. 不管是什么, 我無法抵抗
It has won and we have lost. 它贏了，我們輸了
She's not here. 她不在
I know your voice, Sarah. Talk to me. 莎拉，我認得你的聲音 跟我說話
Stop here. 停在這里
-Thank you. -Thank you very much, guv. -謝謝你 -非常謝謝你，老爺
One, pIease. 麻煩，一張票
How did you get it? 你怎么拿到的?
You had a drinks party Iast week. 上周你有個酒會
-Yes. That small man. -Yes. -對，那個兒小的人 -對
He is my snoop. 他是我的探子
Oh, Maurice... 是嗎
...how ridicuIous. 真荒謬
It's no more ridicuIous than you. 不會比你還荒謬
Why didn't you tell me? 你怎么不告訴我?
I tried. Each time I tried, something wouId happen. 我試過， 每次我想告訴你就有別的事發生
That's mumbo-jumbo, Sarah. 胡說，莎拉
No. It doesn't work llke that. 不是這么順利
Accidents. 意外
LittIe things. God is in the detalls, Maurice. 莫利斯， 小事由上帝冥冥中注定
You can't belleve that. 你不可以相信
Do you belleve in things you can't see? 你相信冥冥之說?
-You mean Him? -I mean you. -你是指上帝嗎? -我是說你
You see, I never stopped Ioving you. Even though I couIdn't see you. 我從沒停止愛過你即使我無法見你
My mother baptized me a Cathollc. 我媽讓我受洗成天主教徒
My father was Jewish, so we never practised. 我爸是猶太人所以我們沒實施過教義
But she aIways said she hoped it wouId ''take.'' 但她總說有天希望能這么做
Like a vaccination. 就像施打疫苗
I've onIy made two promises in my llfe. 我一生中只許下兩個承諾
One was to marry Henry, the other to stop seeing you. 一個就是嫁給亨利, 另一個就是再也不見你
And I'm too weak to keep either. 兩個都無法遵守
I know you don't belleve in Him... 我知道你不想信他
...but try to. 但試著相信
TaIk to Him. 跟他說
I can't. 沒辦法
Tell Him I'm sorry. 告訴□我很抱歉
I'm too human. Too weak. 我是人. 太軟弱了
Tell Him I can't keep my promises. 告訴他我無法信守承諾
I'm tired of being without you. 我厭倦沒有你的日子
-Let's get you home. -I don't want to go home. -送你回去吧 -我不想回家
I know. 我知道
So have we broken the spell? 我們破除魔法了嗎?
The worId didn't end, did it? 也不是世界末日吧?
It did, in a way. But then, it aIways did. 某方面說來是, 但，都是這樣
Can I sIeep now, Maurice? 莫利斯，我能睡了嗎?
PIease Iet me sIeep. 請讓我入眠
-It's Henry. -Don't answer it. -是亨利 -別回答
Why not? We'll have to tell him sometime. 為什么不回答? 我們遲早要告訴他
-Come away with me. -Where? -跟我一起走 -去哪兒?
Anywhere. Brighton. 哪里都好，布萊頓
I want a few days peace before the arguments begin. 在開始吵架前我想有几天寧靜
Well, Henry never argues. 亨利從不吵架
I wasn't taIking about Henry. 我不是指亨利
Pain is easy to write. 痛苦很容易寫
In pain, we're all drably individual. 痛苦時我們是非常單獨的個體
But what can one write about happiness? 但幸福有什么好寫的呢?
It doesn't suit you. And it's mine. 不適合你，是我的
You want it? There's a price. 你要嗎? 價錢在這
How much? 多少錢?
Can I pay again? 我能再付嗎?
I want chlldren, you know. 我要小孩
How many? 多少個?
We'll start with one. 先一個
OnIy one? 只要一個?
You want to start with two? 你想先要兩個?
Is that a promise? 保証嗎
Yes. 是的
Let's get you back to the hoteI. 我們回飯店
-It's a bit of a mess, isn't it? -You're right. -有點亂對，是吧? -你說得對
Business going well? 生意好嗎?
StllI on the job, Parkis? Don't worry. Come with me. 還在工作? 別擔心. 跟我來
Come. 這里
So where's your boy this time? 過來這回你兒子在哪?
I Ieft him at home, sir. 留在家里
HardIy a wise move. He has the sense not to get noticed. 真不聰明. 他善於不被注意
You think so? Perhaps I wasn't cut out for this job. 你也這么認為? 也許我不適合這工作
Tell your empIoyer the circumstances are unique. 告訴你老板，情況特殊
What was your phrase? The party in question is a writer. 你是怎么說的? 目標是個作家
They notice everything. 他們已經注意到了
They certainIy seem to, sir. 似乎是这样, 先生
-So who's hired you this time? -I'm not at llberty to say, sir. -這次誰雇你? -我不能說
Let me guess. The jeaIous husband. 讓我猜，忌妒的丈夫
I never expected to be recalled to this case. 我從沒想過會再回來辦這案子
Yours is a secure profession. 你的行業很安全
As Iong as fooIs llke us Iove, your empIoyment never ends. 只要像我們這樣的傻瓜喜歡你就不會失業
You couId put it llke that. 可以這樣說
And Iove never ends, does it? 愛不會結束，是嗎?
It seems not, sir. 似乎不會
So what do you need? Photographs of us in fIagrante dellcto? 你需要什么? 我們從事不法勾當的相片?
Copies of hoteI bllIs? Evidence of solled sheets? 旅館帳單的影本? 勾搭的証據?
We'd be happy to obllge. 我們樂意提供
No. My brief is to follow you. Inform him as to your whereabouts. 不， 他們要我跟蹤你通知他你的行蹤
Which, of course, you'll do. 當然，你會
I'm obllged to under the terms of my empIoyment, posthaste. 先生，在受雇之下我服務迅速
Won't you need suppIementary evidence? The divorce courts wllI demand it. 你不需要輔助的証據? 離婚法庭會需要
They generally do, sir, if it come to that. 如果到那個地步他們會需要
Exhibit A. 証物”A”
Receipt for two sandwiches bought on the train to Brighton. 在往布萊頓火車上購買三明治的發票
MutuaI sandwiches are evidence of intimacy, aren't they? 手工三明治的確是親密的証據
They couId be so construed. 可以大膽的這么解釋
Exhibit B. Two tickets for a Big Dipper. 証物”B”坐北斗七星的兩張票
You seem to be doing my job. 你好像替我工作
Yes, but we haven't quite gotten there. What wouId cllnch it for us, Parkis? 是，但還沒完呢
What wouId make divorce a certainty? 什么能了結我們?
Generally, sir, some kind of photographic evidence of.... 什么才能確定能夠離婚?
Of intimacy. 自然是一些，
WouId be most usefuI, sir, if it came to such a pass. 發生關系的証據, 要判定的話非常有用
It wllI, Parkis. 可不, 帕金斯
It certainIy wllI. 的確非常有用
Here, here, drink this. 喝下
I dreamt we had a chlld. 我夢到我們有小孩
We wllI. 我們會有
We were on the bed together. The room fllIed up with water. 我們一起在床上
There was a chlld between us. 房間都是水, 我們中間有個小孩
Why water? 為什么有水?
The sea had come in the window. 海從窗戶進來
So you'll marry me? 你會跟我結婚
That's a promise. 這是承諾
The prince regent began bullding it for his mistress, Mrs. Fitzherbert. 費茲賀柏女士攝政王 開始為他的夫人蓋房子
BeautifuI but fIawed. 美麗但有瑕疵
How was she fIawed? 她怎么會有瑕疵?
She was Cathollc. 她是天主教徒
ImpossibIe, of course. 當然，不可能
So he Ioved her. 他愛她
Yes, but he married Princess Carollne of Brunswick, who was Protestant... 是， 但他和布里斯維克的新教徒卡洛琳公主結婚
...but huge. 但很大
And he bullt this huge folly to impossibllity. 他蓋了座海市蜃樓
-Not now, Henry. -Forgive me, Sarah. I had to. -亨利，不要現在 -莎拉，原諒我，我必須這么做
-Oh, God, pIease. Henry, not now. -You had to what, Henry? -老天，亨利，不要現在 -亨利，你要干嘛
TaIk. 談談
Go back home. You can't hoId on to her forever. 回家去. 你不能永遠占有她
I know that. 我知道，但是…
It hardIy suits you, Henry, the roIe of jeaIous husband. 亨利一個忌妒丈夫的角色不適合你
I don't mean to make a scene. 拜托，我不是來講理
Henry, go home. 亨利，回家
I'm not jeaIous, Bendrix. 班德瑞克斯，我才不忌妒
What was it you said? 你是怎么說的?
Lovers are jeaIous. Husbands are ridicuIous. 情人是忌妒丈夫則是荒唐
I was never her Iover. 我從來就不是她的情人
Not much of a husband either, I'm afraid. 恐怕也不是個丈夫
But you hired our detective. 但你雇了我們的偵探
I had to find out where she was. 我要知道她在哪兒
So you know. She wants a divorce. 你知道她想離婚
That won't be possibIe, oId man. 老小子，這是不可能
You'll contest it? 你有異議嗎?
No. But it wouId take at Ieast three months. 不，但至少要三個月
What's three months, Henry, out of a llfetime? 亨利，什么三個月? 一生中的三個月嗎?
HaIf. 一半
HaIf of what? 什么的一半?
Of a llfetime, I'm afraid. 恐怕是半輩子
Sarah's dying, Bendrix. 莎拉快死了
Her doctor called the night she didn't come back... 她醫生拿著她檢驗報告結果
...with the resuIt of some tests. 在她沒回來的那晚打電話來
I knocked on your door. 我去敲你的門
I imagined you were both there. 我想你們兩在一起
How oddIy we behave at such moments. 我們這時候行為多奇怪
You shouIdn't get wet, darllng. 親愛的，你不該淋雨的
-Don't you llke the rain? -Yes, dear, but-- -亨利，你不喜歡雨嗎? -喜歡，但，親愛的...
You've heard news, Henry. Is it good? 你收到消息了, 是好消息嗎?
No, dear. 親愛的，不是
You see, Maurice, never make a promise. You may have to keep it. 莫利斯，你看別許下承諾. 你可能要遵守
You shouId never have been jeaIous of me, Bendrix. 班德瑞克斯你不該忌妒我
I did Sarah a great disservice when I married her. I reallze that now. 我娶莎拉時， 對她傷害很大, 我現在才知道
I'm not the sort that makes a Iover. 我不是那種情人型的人
She wanted someone llke you. 她需要像你這樣的人
I'm not sure it's as simpIe as that. 我不確定有這么簡單
If you don't mind me asking... 如果你不介意我問
...I'd llke you there when the time comes. 當時候到時，我要你也在
It may not come, Henry. 也許時候不會到
You, of all peopIe, don't belleve in miracIes, Bendrix. 你們是不相信奇跡的
No, but Sarah does. 不，但莎拉相信
You see, I'd aIways belleved that I'd be the one to die first... 我一直相信我會先死
...and that Sarah wouId know what to do. 而莎拉就知道該怎么辦
Are you at a Ioss, Henry? 亨利，你迷惑了嗎?
I am quite. 非常迷惑
And it wouId save you a bit if you moved in with us. 如果你搬進來會省點麻煩
Sarah aIways said your books weren't as successfuI as they shouId have been. 莎拉總是說你的小說沒有該有的成功
You couId be there... 我在部門里的時候
...working in the daytime whlle I'm at the ministry. 你白天可以在那工作
And at night... 晚上
...we couId both.... 我們兩個就可
And so I moved to the north side of the common... 所以我搬到北側的房間
...and, oddly enough, I felt instantly at home. 很奇怪我馬上覺得有家的感覺
Can I heIp you, father? 有何需要效勞的嗎，神父?
-I've come about Mrs. Mlles. -She's indisposed. -我來找邁爾斯女士 -她身體不適
You mean she's llI. Don't you? 她病了?
Yes, I suppose I do. 是的
She's been to see me severaI times, and I know she'd llke to see me before-- 她來找我几次, 而我知道她離開前想再見我
She's Ieft word with me, she's not to be disturbed. 她留話給我她不想被打擾
Is her husband here? 她先生在嗎?
No. 不在
She toId me about you. 她跟我說過你
I know she did. 我知道
I'm the Iover, father. 神父，我是情夫
Who was that? 是誰?
The postman. 郵差
What did he bring? 寄什么來?
He had the wrong address. 搞錯住址了
How odd for a postman. 郵差怎么會這樣
You know what happened that day? 那天發生什么事?
You thought I was dead and I wasn't. 你以為我死了, 而我沒死
No, darllng. 不，親愛的
Something happened in that room. 那間房間有事發生
There were the same walls around me... 周遭同樣的牆
...the same sunllght coming in through the window. 同樣的陽光照進窗戶里
But nothing wouId ever be the same again. 但一切都不一樣了
You can't belleve this, Sarah. 莎拉，你不可以相信
But it's true. 但這是真的
I never Ioved anyone as I Ioved you. 我是最愛你
Then when you came through that door with bIood on your face... 當你從那扇門進來，臉上有血
...another kind of Iove came with you. 帶來另一種愛
And I caught bellef llke a disease. 我開始相信, 像得病一樣
I fell into bellef llke I'd... 我掉進信仰
...fallen in Iove. 就像我戀愛一樣
And I tried to fight it... 我想要抵抗
...but I haven't any fight Ieft. 但我已經無法抵抗了
It wasn't the postman, was it? 不是郵差吧?
No, it wasn't. 不是
Dear Maurice, you can't go on fighting. 親愛的莫利斯你不能繼續抵抗
It's onIy Iove, after all. 畢竟只有愛
So You're taking her. 你帶走她了
But You haven't got me yet. 但你還沒帶走我
I don't want Your peace and Your love. 我不要你的安詳、你的愛
I wanted Sarah for a lifetime... 我一生都要莎拉
...and You're taking her from me. 你卻從我身邊帶走她
So I hate You, God. 上帝，我恨你
I hate You as though You existed. 如同你存在一樣，我恨你 班德瑞克斯
You have to heIp me, Bendrix. I can't. 班德瑞克斯，你要幫我 我無法…
I wllI. 我會
I can't llve in a worId, where she's gone. 沒有她我活不下去
I'll heIp you. 我會幫你
I wouId have taken care of all the arrangements if I'd known. 如果我早知道我會好好安排一切
SureIy you disapprove of cremation? 確定你不同意火化?
I wouId've arranged a Cathollc buriaI. 我寧愿安排天主教葬禮
She wasn't a Cathollc, was she, Henry? 亨利， 但她不是天主教徒吧?
We recognize the baptism of desire. 我們知道她想受洗的心愿
She said things that seemed llke prayers. 她很像在禱告
We've made the arrangements. We can't aIter things now. 我們安排好了神父，不能更改了
You don't want taIk. The notice in the Times. 亨利， 你別想更改報上已登了訃聞
No. Oh, no. 不...
If you'd come a llttIe sooner, father. PIease don't think-- 神父，如果你早點來... 請別認為…
I think nothing bad of you. 邁爾斯先生 我對你沒有什么成見
Perhaps me? 也許是對我吧?
Don't worry, Mr. Bendrix. Nothing you can do wllI affect her now. 班德瑞克斯先生，別擔心, 你現在做什么都沒用了
She was a good woman. 她是個好女人
She wasn't. She couId put the bllnkers on any man. 她不是. 她可以隨便勾搭任何男人
She deceived you, her husband and me. She was a consummate llar. 神父，她騙你就像她騙她先生和我. 她完全是個騙子
-You've no right. -Let him rave. -你沒有權力這么說 -讓他說吧
Don't give me your pity! Keep it for your confessionaI! 別可憐我! 留給你自己告誡的時候用!
You can find me when you want me. 你隨時都找得到我
I don't want you. I'm no Sarah. 我不要你. 我不是莎拉
-Sorry, father. -No need to be. -神父，抱歉 -不需要
You see, I know when a man is in pain. 我明白人痛苦時的感受
I'm not in pain, father. I'm in hate. 神父，我不痛苦我怨恨
I hate Sarah because she was a tart to your mumbo-jumbo. 我恨莎拉 因為她相信你的胡言亂語
I hate Henry because she stuck to him. 我恨亨利因為她依賴他
And I hate you and your imaginary God... 我恨你和你想像中的上帝
...because you took her away from all of us. 因為你從我們身邊帶走她
You are a good hater. 你的確很善妒!
To hell with all of you! 你們都下地獄!
I'm sorry, Henry. 亨利，抱歉
The thing is, Bendrix... 班德瑞克斯，事實是...
...I aIways knew. 我一直很清楚
I knew she was with someone. 我知道她跟某個人有染
But I never thought you. 但我沒想到是你
But the odd thing is... 但奇怪的是
...I'm gIad it was. 我卻很高興
It's a sad pIeasure to see you here. Bygones are aIways bygones. 見到你在這令人遺憾又欣慰. 過去的就讓它過去
Do you aIways follow your peopIe as far as this? 你都跟這么遠嗎?
She was a very fine Iady, sir. 她是個好人
At the cocktall party, she handed me a gIass of sherry. 在雞尾酒會她給我一杯雪利酒
Was it South African sherry? 南非雪利酒?
I wouIdn't know, sir. 我不知道
There weren't many llke her. 像她的人不多了
My boy, now, he's aIways speaking of her. 我兒子常常提起她
How is your boy, Parkis? 帕金斯，你兒子好嗎?
He's exceptionally well, sir, though he's a bit upset today. 他本來該很好, 雖然今天有點生氣
He imagined she'd be buried a Cathollc. 想著她以天主教儀式下葬
And why wouId he think that? 為什么他這么想?
Young boys, sir, they get these ideas. 年輕人都這么想
Though I have to admit, even I can't expIain it. 雖然我得承認甚至無法解釋
ExpIain what? 解釋什么?
On the day of her assignation, she waIked him to a tube. 在有約診的那天她帶他去地鐵
She thought he was Iost, gave him a coin and kissed him on his cheek... 她以為他走失了給他錢， 親他臉頰
...on his affllcted cheek, sir. 在他有胎記的臉上
And over the weeks that followed, his affllction gradually went away. 接下來好几個禮拜, 他的胎記慢慢不見了
I tried to keep him rationaI, but he swears it was because of her. 我試著保持他的理性 但他發誓是因為她的緣故
Say hello to Mr. Bendrix, Lance. 藍斯， 跟班德瑞克斯先生打招呼
Hello, sir. 先生，你好
I wrote at the start that this was a diary of hate. 一開始我說這是本關於怨恨的日記
I hated You as though You existed. 我恨你就如同你真的存在一般
Now I am tired of hating. 現在我厭倦了恨
But You're still there. 但你還在
So Your cunning is infinite. 你的狡猾無止盡
You used my hate to win my acknowledgment. 你用我的恨贏走我的坦白
And I've only one prayer left. 我只有一個禱告
Dear God, forget about me. 親愛的上帝，忘了我
Look after her and Henry. 眷顧她還有亨利
-= abcyou =- 於2006年5月16日0:30制作